Wednesday, 29 May 2013

3s and 8s

Threes and eights look a lot alike, especially when there’s a hole-punch over the number on a sticker telling you when your life raft is due for a revision and inspection.  I thought it was an 8 (August) and decided we should go ahead and send it for its 3 year check up before we head out this summer - ya know… to be ahead of the game.  It was, in fact, a 3 (March) and we have been sailing offshore with a expired inspection sticker for 2 months.  It’s still not clear to me what the penalty for that might be for sailboats, but one article we read suggested that the fine could be around $1000.  Anyhoo… sent the life raft to the shop and they tell us it will be ready before we head on out 16 June.  No offshore sailing for us until then.

In the meantime, we also realized that somewhere along the way our radar reflector tube jumped overboard.  That’s not too expensive to replace but it means yet another trip up the pole.  The weather also finally got above 15 C (barely) so I put 2 coats of anti-condensation paint in the 2 cabins.  So far, so good – a noticeable difference with the areas not painted.  And we painted the anchor to prevent it from leaving rust stains all over the deck.  We need to add a 2nd coat, but will have to wait for drier weather.

Downpours, but at least without sleet for the return leg.

 We just returned from a very wet and blustery trip to Crouesty to get the refrigerator repaired.  During a gale-force gust with sleet on the way there (well of course it wasn’t forecast… they issued a special weather bulletin 15 minutes before we pulled out of port, and we always think we’re protected in the gulf and never listen to these anyway), our anemometer decided it was time to have a meltdown (or freeze up?).  After it dried out a bit, it seemed to be giving more reasonable results, but another bout of rain on the way home today sent it right around the bend again.  We’ll check all the simple things we can do ourselves, but it’s going to be difficult to find an electrician who deals in that type of anemometer and can test a head unit with our cables to identify where the problem is.  I’m all for doing without, myself.  I know where the wind is coming from and if the boat is healed over more than 25 degrees, it’s time to reduce sail, right?… what more do I need ?

During the rain and gusts, we discovered a great little hideaway behind one of the islands in the Gulf (Long Island, it's pretentiously called).  The water there is too deep for us to anchor but there were some moorings that were available and we nabbed one, following the strong recommendations of a neighbouring sailor in Crouesty who heard of our plans to pick up a mooring ball in another part of the Gulf.  We’re buying that man a drink the next time we see him.  The mooring was dead calm … not even the slightest chop slapping up against the hull during the night, which was a pretty impressive feat given that the winds were still gusty and we are in the period of strong tidal coefficient. 

Tucked away behind Long Island while the gales pass north.

Did I mention that we were barrelling down the Gulf at 9 knots SIDEWAYS on the way to Crouesty ?  (Tidal coefficient 97 out of 120 in an area with some of the strongest currents in Europe.)  Short-tacking across such a conveyor belt is no fun (or, rather, it could be fun in a smaller boat where you are not the owner.)  At one point, to keep wind in the head sail, I realized I would have to turn the boat backwards, so we just rolled it up and managed with the main sail (with 2 reefs). 

Now we’re home for awhile getting some work done on the house (yes, things fall apart with a house, too). The weather forecasters are saying that it’s going to be a cool, wet summer here.  We have (jokingly?) discussed putting the boat in dry dock and heading off to Morocco instead…

Saturday, 18 May 2013

Spring Cruise Report

After a rough and delayed start, we sailed off for our first big cruise on Spray on 3 May.  It was a cruise of firsts and of confidence building, which was sorely needed after a crushing winter and an endless string of repairs. 

Cruise Map
Total distance: 200 nautical miles, longest leg: 40 nM.  (Yes, we took our time…).

Down (red) and Back (blue) ... not the actual route but you get the idea.  Port stops in Houat Island, Piriac, Pornichet, Pornic, Noirmoutier Island, Yeu Island, Crouesty, and Berder Island.


Accomplishments:

Spent 13 days at sea, alone together. Happily !

Escaped the protected confines of the Quiberon Bay, visited some beautiful cruising areas and made it to our target destination of Ile d’Yeu.










Sailed an offshore passage > 15 nautical miles from land / harbour and out of sight of land  (okay, that’s happened before because of fog, but that doesn’t count.) 

Crossed the Loire River Estuary cargo channel, twice.  We scanned the horizon like two nervous meerkats, looking for cargo ships ready to barrel down on us. Thankfully, they were all at anchor in the waiting zone.

Got the AIS working (although it’s still quite finicky.)

Passing behind the cargos: reality to the left, AIS screen to the right (note: Red =  Spray and Blue = Cargos at anchor.  Not to scale !)
Entered 5 ports we’ve never visited with Spray, including one with a somewhat confusing swing gate.

The Piriac swing gate (a barrier to keep the water in the port at low tide.)  You can see the top of the gate just appearing.

Perfected our reefing techniques (because we had to with changing weather conditions).  One day of squalls, one half-day of dead calm, two days of gales.

Managed food and cooking on boat for 2 weeks successfully (only 3 restaurant stops). 

Tested our new folding bikes.  They take up a lot of space on the boat but we appreciated having them for shore visits.

Bikes and laundry drying under the pareo ... boat vacation !

Things that broke:

The refrigerator is dead.  It was on its last legs but we had hoped to keep poking it along for awhile longer. 

The wire cable of the boom vang jumped off its roller in the pulley attached to the boom and got wedged down between the roller and the side of the pulley.  It was easily put back in place but a few wires are now broken and bent.  The ship chandler told us that no one uses these wire cables anymore and suggested we replace it with textile (spectra). 

Boom vang pulley and cable ... to be replaced with spectra.

And we still have to resolve the stanchion and life line problem.

Incivilities:

We were plagued this cruise by several mysterious “incivilities.”  Before we left home port, we filled the refrigerator and plugged into shore power for a couple of hours while we made our final trips back and forth between boat and house.  When we returned, someone had unplugged our shore power cable and thrown it in the water !  It’s hard to imagine how it could be an accident.  We rinsed the cable thoroughly with fresh water and dried it as best we could.

We noticed that a spinnaker pulley has been stolen sometime in the last few weeks. 

And the most bizarre:  in one of the ports we visited, someone unscrewed the metal cap to our heating system exhaust pipe and left the cap sitting on the deck.  ???  Did they think it was the gas tank ?  We’re just thankful the cap didn’t end up in the water. 

  
On the whole:

It was a great experience and we were in no hurry to get home.  The cruise also gave us confidence for heading off for 2-3 months this summer.  But Patrick has begun asking himself if the enjoyment he gets from the boat is enough to compensate the stress and costs.  (My answer is, of course, YES, but then again, I’m not paying the bills.)  Time will tell…


Wednesday, 1 May 2013

Parting Gift

Surely you didn’t think we could just sail away without incident? 

The stanchion after being rammed by a visiting boat.

A visiting sailor was surprised by a strong gust of wind as he tried to pull into the slip next to Spray.  His bow snagged one of our port-side stanchions and evidently gave it a pretty good shove before getting free.  Fortunately for us, he was honest about it and left all his coordinates with the harbour master.  

Life line took a bit of a beating as well.

This, coupled with bad weather and bad health have delayed our departure for a few days.  We made all the declarations with the insurance company, but it will take quite awhile before the local boatyard is free to assess the repair costs.  In the meantime, it’s nothing that will keep us from sailing.  No real harm done, but not a great way to start a trip.

Wednesday, 24 April 2013

May Day (not MAYDAY !)

We head off on the 1st of May for our first 2 week stint of “spring” sailing (where quotes indicate irony of the word with respect to the forecasted temperatures and weather conditions).

Spray in the port of Vannes.

I hesitate to call it a shakedown cruise for summer sailing since that might tempt the gods to throw lots of nasty repair jobs our way, but the timing and duration will make a nice test run for longer sails coming up soon. 

Goals:  

Leave the Gulf during the Week of the Gulf traditional boat festival madness (6-12 May).

Avoid the Belle-Ile area during the Round Belle-Ile race (4 May).

Swing the compass and carry out the auto-learn calibration for the pilot.

Test the AIS system with MaxSea (now using the serial cable directly from the AIS to the computer instead of the USB connector and its creepy serial-to-USB port conversion).

Expand our navigation zone outside of the Quiberon Bay (plans are to sail between Groix Island and Yeu Island, weather-willing; see red arrows in graph below.)

Convince Patrick that we CAN eat well on the boat after the pre-prepared meals have run out, and that there ARE good food markets in many port areas. 

Learn to enjoy sailing again without squalls every 48 hours or constant breakdowns (equipment and crew). 

Test our new folding bikes: storage on the boat, performance on the road, ability to transfer bikes to shore with the inflatable annex ?

Post my first blog report from sea.

Return to Vannes safe, sound, and happy for a family gathering and bathroom renovations before heading off for longer adventures.

Navigation Zone: Groix Island to the Northwest, Yeu Island to the Southeast (red arrows).

Friday, 12 April 2013

Motor Maintenance: Last Call

Grilled thermostat anyone ?

Today we changed the zincs on the motor, checked the cooling system and the thermostat.  I’m no expert, but the expert confirmed my suspicions:  this one is thoroughly grilled (but at least it was stuck in the Open position).  The zincs were pretty messy, too, but after liberal bathing in WD-40, they came out without too much of a fight. 

Now our “To Do” list for the motor has been whittled down to:  replacing thermostat, rinsing the motor with fresh water and “no salt” product (or vinegar?), and putting some fuel injection cleaner in the diesel tank.   

We kept pummelling the poor mechanic with “what if” and “what about” questions until he finally cracked, threw his hands up in surrender and said “I don’t know what you want from me… you’re motor’s FINE !” 

And with that, we will now (fingers crossed) be closing this year’s chapter on motor maintenance. 
Posted on Friday, April 12, 2013 | Categories:

Monday, 8 April 2013

Lewmar Wavegrip Winch Maintenance

This week, we attacked the winches.  We didn’t know when they had last been cleaned, so armed with the Lewmar maintenance manual, white spirit, light machine oil, winch grease, and piles of rags and miles of paper towels, we opened up our first winch.

Everyone will tell you that cleaning and remounting a winch is not difficult, and it’s true.  Everyone will also tell you that it is all too easy to lose pieces overboard, so be very careful and keep all parts  inside the cockpit at all times.  And oh, ‘tis true, ‘tis true, but you won’t believe how true it is until it happens to you.

The basic dismounting, cleaning, and remounting is fairly straightforward and is covered in the manual.  Our first surprise was that we didn’t have the right manual, or rather, we didn’t have the winches we thought we had.  Our winches are the older Lewmar Wavegrip series (30ST and 40ST), made between 1983 and 1991, easily identifiable by their 4 cross-head screws on the top cap.  The schematic for these winches is available at: http://www.pyacht.com/lewmar-winch-schematics.htm

The 30STs were pretty clean.  These are the ones that stay under the dodger. 

Before and after cleaning.

But the 40st were full of gunk (dried, clumping grease) and we noticed cracks in the gel coat underneath both of these winches.  We put some silicone over the cracks to prevent creeping and leaking.  But does anyone know why these are there?  Stress fractures?

Dried grease on bearings.


Mystery cracks underneath both 40STs.

We followed instructions in the manual about using winch grease everywhere except the pawls, where we used a light machine oil.  Several boating friends told us they simply used grease everywhere, but that seems to gunk up the pawls after awhile, so we followed the instructions and used only oil there. 

In reading the various nets and blogs, there are a couple of issues not covered in the manuals that can cause problems.  We fell into these traps, too, but figured them out with a little trial and error.

The first one deals with the 2 collets sitting just underneath the top cap and on top of the feeder arm.  The collets support the spindle and keep it at the right height in relation to the gears at the bottom of the winch.  They fit like puzzle pieces into notches cut in the center stem and they must also be aligned with the grove at the top of the spindle when you put them back together.  You have to lift the spindle up a bit to get the grove to align with the notches.  If you don’t get them aligned, you’ll notice that the collets have a gap between them and you won’t be able to line up the screw holes.

Removing and re-seating the collets.  Lift the spindle to align the notch and spindle groove (red arrow).
The second problem we had was in putting together the upper and lower crowns of the self-tailing jaws.  When you place the upper crown on the lower one, with the stripper ring in between, you have to rotate the upper crown until it “clicks” into place on the lower crown and it no longer rotates freely.  If you don’t do this, you’ll notice that your upper crown is wavy when you tighten down the screws (as if it’s not seated correctly, which it isn’t.) 

Place top crown (not shown) over bottom crown and stripper ring and turn until it clicks into place.
In general, our winches were in good shape.  One pawl spring broke and that was a good sign for us to buy a replacement kit and change them out .  The only major kerfuffle was when one of the upper crowns went sliding down the gunwale like a hockey puck before making a big PLOOF sound as it hit the water.  We had been working on our hands and knees in the cockpit floor to avoid losing any pieces overboard, and this happened when one of us stood up to dry the part.  The water in the port is about 2 meters deep with zero visibility and is still very cold.  Diving for it blind is a last-ditch option.  We managed to find a company in the UK (winchspares.com) that still sells parts for these older models, but stocks won’t last forever.  Next time, we’ll have a better appreciation for what “be very careful” really means.    
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Wednesday, 3 April 2013

The North and the South

It’s a miracle.  I’ve finally met a Breton sailor who says positive things about sailing in the Mediterranean.  (Name withheld for his protection.)  He spent 3 years cruising in the Med and highly recommends it.  Here in France, there is a constant stand-off between devotees of these two major sailing zones, fed regularly by articles in sailing magazines emphasizing the commonly-held prejudices about each.

A dreamy anchorage near Gozo / Malta, and dinner after diving for sea urchins in Tunisia. (They're not so bad with lots of butter and garlic...). 
In Brittany, you will hear the all-too-familiar refrain, “In the Med, there’s either too much wind or not enough.”  You will also hear that the ports are too expensive, too crowded, and that they are full of flashy motor yachts and gigantic catamarans and their obnoxious owners.  Of Brittany, Med sailors will simply point out that it’s cool and rainy, even in the summer.  There are elements of truth to both, but animosity aside, most sailors would eagerly sail both zones if given the chance. However, except for shallow-draft keels (<1.40m) that can pass in the canal system linking the Atlantic coast to the Med, travel between Brittany and the Med means a very long trip across the Biscay Bay and around Spain and Portugal, and a round-trip is usually more than a single sailing season will allow.

But it was the wife of the Breton Med fan (an excellent sailor herself) who posed the critical question for me: the choice all depends on why you sail.  If you sail as a way to explore the world, there is no place better than the Med, birthplace of western civilisation where a simple day sail can take you into a new country with a different language, culture, and cuisine.  Rod Heikell, author of many of the IMRAY guides for the Med, has this to say about the too much wind / not enough wind mantra:  There is some truth in it but more often than not it is used as an excuse for poor planning”.  He goes on to suggest that many people who complain about the sailing conditions in the Med are those who should have opted for a motor boat rather than a sail boat – those who can’t tolerate the idea of sailing at less than 3 knots or those who feel they need to heave-to when the afternoon breezes reach force 6.     

We have crewed on boats between Corsica and Sardinia, and from Tunisia to Sicily via Lampedusa and Malta, and have known both dead calm and near gale-force winds with short choppy seas.  But we have also known these conditions in Brittany.  What I have never known in Brittany, however, is a hot and sunny day with exotic port stops at World Heritage sites.  Maybe it’s the result of this dark, never-ending winter, but if you ask, that’s what I want. 

In the end, we are firm believers in Jimmy Cornell’s warning that the most dangerous thing on a sailboat is a calendar.  If you have the luxury of taking your time (and we do), you can choose your weather windows to suit your motivation levels wherever you sail.

Alas, for this summer, we need to get some more miles under our keel and get to know the boat a bit better before heading that far away from home, which will mean staying in a zone between Southern Brittany to the Basque country, with fingers crossed for warm weather and mild winds.     

Time to stop dreaming and get back to work: 

Today, we patched a slightly frayed patch on the bottom side of the genoa clew using a sail patch our sail-maker gave to us (we’re good clients already …).

Newly patched Genoa.
After several pseudo-philosophical exchanges with sailing friends, we were made to realize that the rudder angle indicator is an OPTION for the auto-pilot, and one that not everyone thinks is particularly useful.  Since we would need to have a new metal connector made to repair ours and because the assembly takes up much needed space in the cockpit locker, we simply unplugged it.  If we decide we miss it, we can always plug it back in later.  The next time we’re out at slack tide with light winds, I’ll swing the compass and do the auto-learning process again to recalibrate everything and see how it goes.  It will be a relief to have a reliable pilot with just the two of us on board.

Disconnected 4 wires from rudder angle indicator to pilot computer.

Monday, 25 March 2013

The Never-Ending Shakedown Period

When we were visiting boats to buy and would notice little things that we wanted to change, sellers would always tell us that the rule of thumb is that it takes 2 years to get a boat to be the way you want it.  We thought that was just a way of dismissing our concerns.  Now we believe.

Every time we head out, it feels like a shakedown cruise and I’m beginning to think that this is just the way it’s going to be for quite some time.  But rather than listing of all the things that go wrong, I’ve decided to make a more balanced score-card for our cruises to highlight the positive things as well.

Cool but SUNNY !  The shades make their first appearance of 2013.
 
Things we broke:

The on/off switch for the refrigerator.  Turns out that the long switch that looked like a toggle (up-down) was actually just a push button (in-out).  Who knew?  Attempts to super-glue it back into place were futile.  For now, we’re turning the fridge off and on by inserting the push button pin manually into the hole left behind when it broke.  Not very elegant, but a whole lot cheaper than replacing the whole control unit. 
 
The metal bracket that broke.

The auto-pilot angle indicator bracket.  This has been a weak spot that we’ve just been putting on the back burner for awhile now (one of the earliest problems noted in our Tech/Mech list).  This metal bracket connects the auto pilot rudder angle indicator to the rudder stock, and has just been held onto the rudder stock with a stainless steel screw-clamp.  We’ll probably need to find a machinist to make us a new part.

Things we fixed:

Mooring and Running lights.
Mooring and running lights.  After two trips up the mast, we finally got the mooring and running lights fixed.  According to the electrician, the original LED bulbs were “those old cheap Chinese LEDs.”  We now have new superior (French) ones.  We also replaced the duct tape around the bottom seal with a bead of silicone, much better at keeping out humidity, according to the electrician.

Oil Change.  We completed our first oil change, changed the oil filter, and changed the oil in the gear box. 


Things we did right:

Successfully executed a tricky new manoeuvre.  This was the first time we’d taken Spray into the port on the island of Houat.  Here, boats moor bow and stern on two mooring buoys connected by “dumbbell” floats (two smaller floaters connected by a metal rod in between the two mooring buoys).  This system allows 2 boats to moor on either side of the buoys, with the dumbbell floaters serving as a cushion between the two boats. Our manoeuvre to pick up the two mooring buoys, back and front, went very smoothly.  See “Things we did wrong” for the rest of the story.

Navigated solo in the Gulf.  While we’ve been sailing in the area for 4 years now, this was the first time we have navigated solo from the entrance of the Morbihan Gulf up to Vannes, an area renowned for its narrow passages between 40 islands, tidal currents among the strongest in Europe (9 knots in places), powerful eddies and whirlpools, and wind-against-current conditions that can bar the entrance to the Gulf with steep waves.  We, of course, avoided most of that by calculating favourable tidal conditions for the passage.  Unfortunately, there was nothing we could do about the wind direction and ended up short-tacking in narrow channels all the way home, but the weather was relatively sunny and mild, so that was actually fun.

Picked up a mooring buoy at Er Gored.  We had a lovely sunny lunch stop at Er Gored beach on the west coast of Monk’s Island (Ile aux Moines) in the Gulf.  We had 3-4 hours to kill waiting for more favourable currents and the bridge opening in Vannes, so we pulled up to the empty mooring field at Er Gored and had lunch (and a nap) in the sunny cockpit.  What a welcomed respite after our sleepless night at Houat ! (see “Things we did wrong.”)

A peacefull Er Gored mooring area...with sun !

Things we did wrong:

Made a bad decision about where to spend the night.  We had not planned on going to the island of Houat that day, but since the wind was good we decided to take advantage of it.  The wind was from the East and was supposed to turn Northeast in the evening.  Plan A was to anchor at Treach Salus beach, one of our favourite spots on the south side of the island.  As we approached the island, I listened to the updated weather report that mentioned 3-4 meter swells from the southwest, which meant that we would not be able to anchor safely (or comfortably) on the beach.  Out with Plan A, move on to Plan B.  The coastal pilot guide says that there are mooring buoys just outside the port of Houat.  We had seen these last fall and it looked like a great spot.  Even though the area would be somewhat exposed if the wind did indeed turn to the Northeast, the pilot said that Northeast winds can raise, and I quote, “a little bit of chop”.  No problem, I thought.  A bit of water slapping and knocking against the hull isn’t pleasant, but as long as the winds are light (Beaufort 3-4) and we’re on a buoy and not at anchor, it shouldn’t be a problem.  We pulled up to the spot.  No buoys.  Apparently, they take these out in the winter but failed to indicate this to the editors of the coastal pilot guides.  Out with Plan B, move on to Plan C.  I’d always been leery of entering the actual port of Houat because the water is not very deep there and we can only use the buoys on the outer edge of the harbour.  We did a slow recon loop around the outside mooring buoys and I calculated that we’d have at least 1 meter of water under the keel at low tide, which would give us a good safety margin even if there was some swell and chop.  We tied up to the last pair of mooring buoys (mooring bow and stern with dumbbell floaters in between the buoys).  The manoeuvre went well, the sun was out, winds were light, and it was a beautiful spot.  Cue menacing music…

Port of Houat.



The calm before a sleepless night.
As the winds picked up and veered Northeast, the chop set in.  No problem.  We’ve done chop before.  The problem was the way we had tied up to the dumbbell mooring system.  We left the mooring lines a bit loose so that the boat could move up and down freely with the swell.  But with the wind pushing us sideways, and with our being tied up on the windward side of the mooring buoys, the bow passed over the nylon line connecting the bow mooring buoy to the dumbbell floaters and began sawing the line up-and-down-and-up-and-down with the bow of the boat. The line was very thick nylon covered with slimy algae and I didn’t think that this would hurt the boat (or that the boat would cut through the mooring line), but still… not a good situation.  We tried adjusting the lines, forward, back, tighter, looser but nothing worked.  I realized that the best thing to do would be to re-moor the boat on the leeside of the mooring buoys.  (Lesson learned:  always moor on the lee side of dumbbell buoys if you have a choice.)  But it was midnight and the winds were stiff, and moving the boat "by hand" without the motor would have been impossible.  The wind had pushed us so far sideways that there was no space between the 2 rows of buoys, so in order to get onto the lee side of our row of buoys, we would have had to push our way in between the two rows.  The concern was that there was a lot of long algae and various bits of mooring lines floating at the surface of the water that I didn’t want wrapped around the propeller.  So we set the lines as best we could and rode out the night with the banging, knocking, and jerking of “a little bit of chop.”  I slept with one eye open and kept checking the lines every hour until about 2:30 a.m. at high tide.  After that, I convinced myself that everything was okay and managed to sleep until 6 a.m.  We headed out into the blustery swell as soon as the first passenger ferry pulled into port around 8 a.m.  (Embarrassment is a great motivator for leaving a port early in the morning…). 

Patrick summarizes the situation by sighing and saying, “Well, we’re less dumb than we were when we left home port.”  And I think this is going to be our mantra for the foreseeable future.

Wednesday, 20 March 2013

Spring Cleaning

Weather forecast for this weekend:  gales from the South East, or light variable winds from the South West.  The local marine weather forecasts are all over the place – a sure sign of spring. 

And that means spring cleaning, or rather, doing all those once-a-year jobs to prepare for the main sailing season.

We took our 2 fire extinguishers for their annual check-up.
Fire extinguishers we hope we never need to use.

We bought a new set of offshore distress signals (flares, etc.) to replace our soon-to-be expired ones.  
 Distress signals we REALLY hope we never need to use.

I cleaned the water system with a biocide (PuraTank). 

We bought a couple of new mooring lines (16mm and 18mm polyester) with anti-chaffing tubes made of a supple mesh nylon / pvc mix.  I made hard eye-splices on two other mooring lines (16mm square line polyester) and fixed some large shackles to each eye, ready for rock-n-roll moorings where we may need extra peace-of-mind.

New mooring lines with anti-chaffing gear.

Patrick changed the oil in the motor and the gear box (inverseur).

We tried to change the anodes (zincs) on the motor, but those beasties are very tricky to reach on our motor.  Now that we’re armed with the appropriate long sockets, we’ll try again.  (I fully suspect they’ll be “frozen” with corrosion or salt or both and we’ll need some professional help with that one…).

I noticed that a couple of our bronze through-hull fittings were getting a bit green and scaly, so I took a wire brush to them and then slathered them with marine grease. 

I’m waiting for a sunny day (preferably above freezing) to wash some green slime off the corner of the rolled-up-for-too-long genoa and repair some fraying edges near the clew. 

And I’m also waiting for the temperatures to get above 10° C / 50° F to try the new anti-condensation paint and to climb up the mast to change the bulbs in the tri-colour running lights.  

Anti-condensation paint.

As part of our winter blues retail therapy, we ordered a couple of folding bikes! They have 20 inch tires, 7 gears, aluminium frames, and weigh only 10 kg (22 pounds). Actually, they seem a bit cheap and we don’t expect them to last too long or be too comfortable, but they make us dream of spending a day exploring new places this summer, and in the never-ending grey of a Brittany winter, that’s priceless.

New toys !
 
Posted on Wednesday, March 20, 2013 | Categories:

Friday, 15 March 2013

Summer Plans and the Art of Vulnerability

In just 6 weeks, we’ll be pushed out of our comfortable nest in the port of Vannes, ready or not.  The classic boat festival “The Week of the Gulf” will be invading the port and our winter contract will come to an end.    

Scenes from Gulf Week 2011.
But this is the moment we’ve been waiting for, right?  Time to sail away to see the world!  So why are we so nervous?  

First of all, we haven’t quite decided where to go.  The typically summer range for most sailors in this area is “Cerveza to Guinness” (Spain to Ireland).  One involves crossing the Bay of Biscay, a notoriously rough 3 day offshore passage.  The other involves a 1 day offshore crossing of the bumpy and cargo ship clogged English Channel.  We’ve done both as crew and while both were uncomfortable for long stretches, they weren’t as daunting as their reputations.

Where to go ?
But when we think about doing either of these alone in Spray, our swashbuckling chutzpah evaporates and re-condenses before our eyes as menacing storm clouds.  Friends tell us we’re ready, but we’re way out of our comfort zone with either of these choices.  And isn’t this supposed to be fun?  We want to be baba-cool bohemian sail bums, not intrepid adventurers looking death in the eye over the crest of each wave.  Won’t we slowly gain experience and confidence so that these types of crossings don’t seem so frightening?

The French philosopher Fabrice Midal reminds us in his most recent work, The Tenderness of the World: the Art of Vulnerability, that life without anxiety isn’t possible.  Dreams often turn to tragedy because one is forced to alter reality to achieve them.  A dream usually boils down to doing away with pain, fear, or unhappiness.  But life without these anxious states is not possible in a world where people care about things or each other.  He suggests developing a realistic relationship with anxiety. 

If I ever figure out how to do that, I’ll let you know.  I have learned to put my anxiety to work for me, though, since it allows me to play out every possible doomsday scenario in my head, over and over again, preparing me for what actions have to be taken when the time comes.  This practice was helpful recently when our motor died in a 25 knot headwind coming out of a rocky channel.  Patrick later congratulated me on my quick actions (getting the sails up alone while he went below to alternatively plead with /  hurl insults at the motor).  Quick action was only possible because I had rehearsed the situation in my head one hundred times already.  The down side of this is that every new proposal (e.g., “Hey … let’s check out that little cove over there !”) is met with squinty eyes and a blank stare while the movies of everything that could possibly go wrong roll in front of my eyes, which only permits a luke-warm reception to even the best of new ideas.

For now, developing a relationship with my anxiety will start with reducing it to manageable proportions by taking a realistic view of our dreams so that we don’t have to (tragically ?) alter reality to achieve them.

So here is the Reality Check:  While Patrick and I have been sailing for over 10 years now and have logged almost 6000 nautical miles, we have only been sailing “alone together” on Spray for 34 days, and have logged only 492 nautical miles.  And in that time, a lot has gone wrong.  We could effortlessly sign up as crew on an around-the-world adventure with the right boat and skipper, but heading out of the protective confines of our own bay on our own boat is still a wee bit stressful.  The sea looks very different when you’re the skipper and it’s your boat.

No, friends, our mantra for this summer will be “discretion is the better part of valour,” extended title, “it’s supposed to be fun.”  We’ll stick close to the coast in areas where safe havens are within an easy 1 day sail and if we feel better about things along the way, we’ll have more adventurous options available.  Heck, we may even make it to Spain and/or the UK / Ireland this year.  The goal for this summer, however, will not be about reaching a set destination, but rather about mileage building, confidence building, gaining skippering experience, getting to know the boat and our own reactions to her, deciding if we’re cut out for multiple months of living on the boat, and more mundane-yet-essential things like how to leave the house for months at a time (bills, yard care, security, etc.).  That’s enough for one summer.  Swashbuckling can wait.

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